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Monday, November 2nd, 2009
9:38 pm - Stay cool my babies...
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Thursday, April 27th, 2006
8:22 pm - ATTENTION ALL.
I am changing journals.

New start. It's time.

[info]thatcirclesound


Add it before you forget, please.
This journal will be deleted.

current mood: contemplative

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Tuesday, April 25th, 2006
9:13 am - Thanks to agentcabanas.


Good personality quiz. Accurate, I think. )

current mood: blah

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Monday, April 24th, 2006
9:34 pm - I think I'm regretting something.
Today was very simple and lovely and just what I needed. Skipping stones and being stupid.

I think I did well on my german test.


I can't put anything into words anymore without it sounding trite and tired.

current mood: restless

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2:45 pm - Computer people...
What does it mean when I get kicked offline and there is an "IP address conflict"?

Going out to enjoy the sun today with Liz. Call my cell if you need me.

current mood: chipper
current music: the moon in june stuff - the brunettes

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Sunday, April 23rd, 2006
6:12 pm - Oh my.
Asses Wild
Raw score: 40% Big Breasts, 50% Big Ass, and 56% Cute!



Thanks for taking the T and A and C test! Based on your selections, the results are clear: you show an attraction to smaller breasts, larger asses, and sexier composure than others who've taken the test.

Note that because you scored small on breasts but large on ass size, it might appear you like girls bottom heavy. That's probably not the case. What's more likely is that you notice curvy, voluptuous asses, and they turn you on. Breasts are hit or miss, though, and besides, extremely large ones are just saggy and gross, in your opinion.

My third variable, "cuteness" is a mostly objective measure of how innocent a given model looked. It's determined by a combination of a lot of factors: lack of dark eye makeup, facial expression, posture, etc. If you scored high on that variable, you are either really nice OR you're into deflowering teens. If you scored low, you are attracted to raunchier, sexier, women. In your case, your lower than average score suggests you appreciate a sluttier look. Kudos!

Recommended Celebrity: J-Lo, when she's looking extra sexy. Probably not when she's acting.




My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:


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You scored higher than 35% on tit-size

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You scored higher than 58% on ass-size

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You scored higher than 38% on cuteness
Link: The Tits, Ass, and Cuteness Test written by chicken_pot_pie on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test



Hahahahahaahahhahahahahaha.
Yes, that's right people, I like my girls slutty looking with junk in the trunk.

Edit: I have a sunburn. My chest and shoulders are RED. It itches.

current mood: amused
current music: no mistake - essie jain

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4:35 pm - Deep breaths.
I came out to my Oma.

She was good about it. She said she had "an incling", and if "that's the way you are, then that's the way you are".


I am working on a summer playlist.
I've been feeling defeated lately.

current mood: weird
current music: expo 86 - death cab for cutie

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Saturday, April 22nd, 2006
10:32 pm - I love my Ninakins.
I am henna-ed.

But also cold and now sort of lonely.
I have a lot of studying for German tomorrow.
I need to go up and visit Nina again. I miss her.
I'm getting strange phone calls lately. Strange numbers and messages.

I really liked Lost in Translation. I can't get it out of my head today.

Life moves too fast for me.

current mood: lonely
current music: rose melberg

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12:25 pm - These days.
I've been out walking
I don't do too much talking
These days, these days.
These days I seem to think a lot
About the things that I forgot to do
And all the times I had the chance to.

I've stopped my rambling,
I don't do too much gambling
These days, these days.
These days I seem to think about
How all the changes came about my ways
And I wonder if I'll see another highway.

I had a lover,
I don't think I'll risk another
These days, these days.
And if I seem to be afraid
To live the life that I have made in song
It's just that I've been losing so long.

I've stopped my dreaming,
I won't do too much scheming
These days, these days.
These days I sit on corner stones
And count the time in quarter tones to ten.
Please don't confront me with my failures,
I had not forgotten them.


current mood: hungry
current music: these days - nico

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Thursday, April 20th, 2006
9:51 pm - Happy 420.
You Are a Prophet Soul

You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone.
Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people.
Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run.
No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way.

You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle.
Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings.
A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning.
You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer.

Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul


I am definitely not being a doer when it comes to studying tonight. GOD I SUCK.

current mood: restless

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7:18 pm - I like that you sing in your car, in front of me.
I felt very much like a girl today. And not in a good way.

My car had like, no oil, and the engine light came on as I drove up to Liz's house. I feel dumb. I hope my engine isn't shot to shit. I just added some.

I had a really good time otherwise. We went to our two favorite coffee/beverage shops downtown, had good laughs, got lost, shopped around, and wanted to hold hands but didn't. I think creepy starving-children charity man with no sense of personal space deserves an honorable mention, as well.

I think I come across as a lot more shy and reserved than I usually am. I've realized it takes me some time to feel people out. I get really frustrated with my own awkwardness at the beginning, and my inability to make thoughts come together when I'm around people I like a lot. I even stutter.

Oh well. I get over it.
I am enjoying getting to know you too much to worry what comes out of my mouth right now, anyway.


The Friday of memorial day weekend, I hopefully will be having a truck full of girls arriving at my doorstep to spend the night with me.

current mood: content
current music: TVC - david bowie

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Wednesday, April 19th, 2006
5:32 pm - Music memeage.
Step 1: Put your iPod or whatever on random.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from
Step 4: Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 5: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!

1. And you know, you know it's going to feel good.
2. Oh love, you were a sickly child.
3. Just like the way that you ran to wine when they made the new milk turn.
4. A sudden rush, an expectation, as I realize it's you.
5. I U he, together, come on baby let's go.
6. Give it to me, don't give it away, don't think about what the others say.
7. Creep up and tell me that you, you love me more each time you look into my eyes.
8. My mother was a chinese trapeze artist.
9. She take my money, when I'm in need. (haha. um. dont judge me.)
10. Are you still mad I kicked you out of bed?
11. Sometimes when I get upset you chill me out and put it to rest.
12. Here I am hopeful again, I can't say when I wasn't this way.
13. New York City's like a graveyard.
14. I've got a hunger twisting my stomach into knots that my tongue has tied off.
15. Girlfriend in a coma, I know, I know, it's serious.
16. I don't mind if you treat me badly, I don't mind if you've got no love to give. I don't mind, just say what's on your mind.
17. It's sixteen miles, to the promised land, and I promise you, I'm doing the best I can.
18. Our stepmom - we did everything to hate her, she took us down to the edge of Decatur.
19. What would you say if I asked of you out of loneliness, out of loneliness, could I be with you.
20. It's only when I lose myself in someone else that I find myself, I find myself.


I'm not studying although I really should be because tomorrow I refuse to think about school.

current mood: bored
current music: it is a death cab WEEK.

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2:44 pm - To quote Norah...
Internet revenge is swift and vicious.
I don't really feel like watching myself fall through her top 8, after being best friends for a year - so I'm done. It's just messed up. As much as I've moved on, and realized how fucked it all was, I suppose it still smarts in some way to know I can be so easily and quickly replaced.

Although, I guess it should have been obvious that I meant shit to her when she got me to drive her to meet her internet fling.
It maybe would have been okay if my feelings had been considered even slightly.

I sent off my request for a letter of recommendation from my anth prof.

I bought my Sasquatch tickets today.
I'm fucking liberated, people.

current mood: accomplished
current music: love, love, love - the organ

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Tuesday, April 18th, 2006
8:11 pm - Two realizations:
Nothing makes me happier than days at the river like today - coming home smelling like dirt and outdoorsy-ness.

Sub girls are rather cute and stuff.

current mood: happy
current music: eva luna - tarkio

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1:26 pm - SUN.
It's so gorgeous outside!!

I'm taking my doggie-face out to Carnation/Snoqualmie/North Bend and we're not coming back until it gets cold or dark.

Call my cell if you want me.

current mood: chipper
current music: the sound of settling - death cab for cutie

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Sunday, April 16th, 2006
11:08 pm - Oh, the wonders of the intarweb.
I found my baby cuz on myspace, and discovered that an attraction toward Naomi Watts is, in fact, genetically linked.

He moved to Texas years ago, and is for all intents and purposes the perfect example of an academically and athletically driven christian boy. And now he gets a myspace message from his long lost lesbian cousin that he used to chill and eat grilled cheese with.

I wonder if he still organizes his book shelf from largest to smallest.

current mood: amused
current music: highschool stalker - hello saferide

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Saturday, April 15th, 2006
12:48 pm - Natalie
Come away with us into the magical land of Grants Pass.
Where much of the folk talk straight out of their ass!
But never us gang, we speak only truth,
and every once in a while, we sip at vermouth.


So leave boring War-shington and join us my friend
and from a great void, my love I do send.

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It needs to be summer.

Speaking of summer, I can't find ANYTHING I want to take for summer quarter. They don't even offer German. This sucks.

Before we went bowling last night, I drank an amp tall boy, and was consequently up until about 4am just shaking and feeling my heart beat in my skull. I had a really great time, though, dancing with sum rilly hott strait ladiez. I was told a girl I thought was sweet in high school would have gone gay for me, and even though that of course means absolutely nothing it made me smile. I also got invited to a warehouse party on the waterfront on the 29th. Chances of me actually going - slim to none. Anyway, I actually forgot about feeling bad for an entire four hours. It was nice.

current mood: cold
current music: molly's lips - the vaselines

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Friday, April 14th, 2006
4:39 pm - I didn't think Friday would ever come.
Tonight I am going late-night bowling with my lovely Aly D, and her presumably equally lovely college-friend Caitlin.

I think first I'll take a nap.

I need to not be in my head.


Edit: Alyson should be online. Right...now.

I was just sitting on the couch upstairs being bored when I realized we have monogrammed coasters with the letter B on them on our coffee table. I was like, wow, mom, that's pretty fucking pretentious. Hilarious, actually.

current mood: sleepy
current music: a loverless bed (w/o remission) - sufjan stevens

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Thursday, April 13th, 2006
7:51 pm - Get me out of here, get me out of here, get me out of here.
Today was just a really, really bad day. And for absolutely no good reason. I think I just had too much time to myself to think. I also went to the gym, and we all know how much I fucking hate sweating.

I also couldn't possibly care less about the French Revolution and it's stupid Terror right now, as much as I would like to focus. I just want to shove a bunch of clothes and a toothbrush in my car and drive really far away. I need something to thrill me and bring me back down to earth.

This weekend isn't coming fast enough.

I want to go to Sasquatch and hug my Kelly-bean for ten minutes straight, possibly much longer. I think I will. Who wants to come?

current mood: bored
current music: sarah harmer - dandelions in bullet holes

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Wednesday, April 12th, 2006
8:37 pm - 30% girly.
I am 30% girly )

current mood: sore

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